Day 2 of Chastity. A Sunday well-spent brings a week of content.

Day 2 - 18.05.2014

Last night I had trouble falling asleep. My mind was racing with vivid dreams and thoughts that caused unusually long-lasting erections. The mixed feeling of arousal and fear made me really think about my position and how it would affect me when my Mistress will abuse this. And this line of thinking just caused more arousal and fear :P My solution was to meditate. I use some guided meditations that I found and after some time I manged to calm down.

Waking up, thinking about last night I decided some "training" was needed. Time to get control of my erection. No big plans for today so time to go surfing.
I looked at erotic picture, movies and texts until I felt the blood flowing, then stopped. Focusing on relaxing again I watched the news until it calmed down. I continued this for a couple of hours, extending the amount of time before switching to the news.

It worked. I could "at will" calm down while still looking at erotic material.

I went about my daily activities; cleaning, working out and preparing for the work week ahead.
No problems occurred the whole day. It started to feel comfortable. I thought a lot of my Mistress and everything that will happen when she returns :)

Done for today and time to hit the hay. And in the peace and quiet of my bed it starts again; thoughts and dreams causes an uncontrollable urge. But my training helps, I slowly gain control and fade to black.

Day 1 of Chastity. So it begins

After many months of back and forth the decision is made. My new chastity device is locked and the key is sent to my Mistress. No way back now, and I like it.
My Mistress has been living in a different part of the country for a while, and since I had a spare key my commitment to being locked up has been lacking. But now things are falling into its rightful place.

Day one - 17.05.2014

I wake up with a smile on my face. No problems during the night and no morning wood. The feeling of giving away control is changing my focus. It is strange how having it locked away couldhave such an effect. All of those captions and articles I have read about chastity, saying "He is so much more caring and obedient" finally start to make sense. My need for sexual self-satisfaction are becoming more irrelevant, and I can finally focus on my Mistress needs.
I still get the occasional erection, but it quickly fades and I can focus on the task at hand.

I have to say that as a "grower" my cage needed to be quiet small, and whenever an erection occurs the base ring tends to fill up. And this cuts off the blood-flow to the sack. Hopefully after some time, when erection become less frequent this will not scare me as much.

I'm a slave of few words when it comes to writing anything, but I will close this day with this: I'm really looking forward to be re-united with my Mistress, and she begins to abuse the locked up position I have placed myself  ;)

Master Introductions

Hi, and welcome to our blog.

This will be the place where my Mistress and me will write about our experiences and thoughts in our daily lives. 

First I will introduce myself; Master Hack or slave depending on the situation :P

I'm a 30 year old man with a good control over most things in life. Good job, working car, motorcycle and a place to live. Right now, my Mistress and me do not live together, but that will change soon. 

Now to the more fun stuff. I'm a switch. I like being in control as much as being controlled. I prefer being controlled as my work fills a lot of my controlling needs, which my Mistress really likes ;)

I'm heteroflexible and in that I mean I can't see myself falling romantically in love with a person of the same sex, but anything, everything sexual is totally fine. 

I'm a sexual creature; always ready for anything even sexual frustration. I have recently embraced chastity until my Mistress and me are reunited (and when she decides to release me) which I will be reporting in this blog.

I love helping people. Be it friends, family or strangers I usually go out of my way to be helpful. In conjunction with serving as a slave, I have a fantasy that with all friends that know this side of me will sometimes let me take on that role when in their company. With Mistress permission of course.

One of my mottoes in life: I'll try almost anything twice, in case the first time was a failure.

Most people say "I'll try anything once", but I think you have to be sure before giving up.

I love life, and have an endless amount of dreams and here I will share this with everyone who is willing to read \o/